The mind is a terrible thing to endure. I had a most awful day yesterday and I'm still not 100%. Life for the most part is messed and there's nothing really that I can do about it. I took a long nap yesterday afternoon to shut my brain down. I didn't want to think about it anymore, but it only found me in my subconscience. It was a bad dream, though not related to the subject at hand. I kept doing things in my dream to tell myself it was just a dream like jumping off of things and doing things that weren't possible to prove to myself that I was in a dream and could wake up. I did this 3 times, but still couldn't wake up out of it! It was so frustrating and upsetting. When I finally awoke I was a sweaty, emotional mess.
Thankful for friends and crosswords on Sunday nights.
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